I'm glad that you are feeling more positive now. I'm sure your IP will be supportive.
Come back anytime if you want to let off steam, and please let us know how things are going.
Sharing from experiences of dealing with debt
The greatness of a man is not in how much wealth he acquires, but in his integrity and his ability to affect those around him positively.
Bob Marley. http://kallis3.blogs.iva.co.uk