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Crappy day.
Brief explanation for those not familiar with my situation.
I went BR 3 weeks ago, had my phone interview etc, and will be paying £80 per month for 3 years - IPA .
Anyway I have a car , which I am allowed to keep, and had a motorbike .. it was collected to-day, that was not a nice feeling.
The worst part is my 14 yr old ( Im a single dad ), she's been really upset since the bike was collected, she said that she knows that Ive had my bike a long time and that 'dads' thing , dads only thing. I dont go out, and spend any money I have on her, my only 'free'time is when I go out on my bike. She's distaught ... and is blaming her mum, and herself , I guess the BR has just hit her. Shes also upset because we will lose the house.. where are we going to live etc ..
Unfortunately she told her 'best' mate about the BR, best mate has now told all her other mates that we are going to get chucked out of the house .. like everything else it gets worse in the telling and it came back to my daughter that everyone is saying that Im going to jail and daughter to social services.. kids are soo cruel.
I have sat her down and gone over it all, they only tricky bit is the house as the 'examiner' said that the OR wont look at it for 3 years.. I need to get that clarified.
Dont ever, ever let anyone tell you that going BR is an easy option, right now if feels b***** hard. I hate seeing my bairn like this.
OMG I need a whisky !
Slainge
Mish
Early Discharge is not an illness !
