Up and down like a monkey's uncle.

[quark2008]

Folks, #13;#10; I had to leave work within the hour today and take a couple of days off.My various veins of differing shapes and sizes are making me very uncomfortable in the old luggage department, and the bunch of hens who were in charge were just too much to handle.I may make a joke of things at times, wednesday will come and apart from being bruised i'm looking forward to feeling lighter and to find out what exactly is wrong with one of the veins that come from my right kidney. It never stops does it ? I am having a really rough time in my head at the moment, and have sought out some counselling to help me make a few decisions about my life and where i want it to go. The good thing is that come next week, i will have made payment number 2 into my IVA which equates to well over a grand. When i stop worrying for 1 minute, it really is a large amount of money already.I feel quietly proud.

[Skippy]

Oh Quark, you poor thing. It must be so hard for you at the moment, but at least you are going to be looked after by the top man on Wednesday.

You're right to feel proud about making your second IVA payment x

[kallis3]

Hiya Quark. Poor you, it does sound very uncomfortable and I hope you get it sorted Wednesday.

Great news on your second payment - it soon comes round.

I hope you get yourself sorted with the counselling as well.

Keep on posting and let us know how you get on.

[quark2008]

Hey skip, yeah i really do feel pleased about payment number 2.I would live on ear wax if it means i can keep up with my payments,hold thumbs that i can make the whole journey through my IVA, i am gonna have to let a few things go in order to do so.

[quark2008]

I did some meditation breathing with my friend yesterday morning, it didn't 'arf chill me out. I think i really need to focus on one thing at a time just now, relax a bit, and i so need to get out of London some time in the future.

[freelili]

Wishing you the very best Quark for wednesday and onwards. I hope youre feeling more comfortable soon, will be thinking of you on wednesday.

take care of yourself.

[Julie]

Sorry to hear of your troubles Quark - wishing you all the best.x

[Soulgrowth]

Quark ... just to let you know that my thoughts are with you ... I really hope that you are soon feeling better.

Debbie

[Viki.W]

Oh Quark, I'm thinking of you. I hope it all goes well on Wednesday and you can get back to your usual self. Congrats on the payments, you're getting there.[:)] X

[aguise]

All the best for wednesday Quark. Feel better soon. Well done on your 2nd payment, they will fly along.

Ang x

[quark2008]

Thanks everyone for the good wishes, focusing on just how positive payment 2 will make me feel next week.What an achievement that i may have totally denied myself worrying about everything else.