Thank you all so much for your kind words & encouragement, had a tear in my eye to know that people truly understand. I am under no illusion, and know that I have to find a way forward. As for gambling it brings me absolutely no joy or buzz and will gladly leave it behind. I feel more than ready now...

Please help me feeling desperate. My husband has left me because of my debt problem and won't give our marriage another chance until I sort this out once and for all, to be fair to him I have abused his trust numerous times with regards to money over the years. I currently in approx £30,000 of unse...