Yeah, its like you just want to crawl into your bed and stay there, even thought about voluntary euthernasia, if it existed, but only for a short while, selling a kidney?
I do not talk about it to anyone, anymore. I still cant believe that its all happened. I just hope that one day I will be able to put it behind me and find the person I was before. My name on this forum was freelili but I changed it because I thought it was somehow a jinx, stupid I know, being so wrapped up with my own debt issues I didnt see what was about to happen.
I guess these things will make us stronger and more appreciative in the future, where there is a will theres a way, quite literally in my case.
lily