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hello

its been a really long time since i posted. i hope everyones well.
im sorry but i had a horrible year last year. i found out my sister had cancer and i got myself into a right state and was suffering with really bad depression hence no postings. i still love this site and everyone and im just really sorry i havent been around x

thankyou mr wizz x

Sorry to hear about all of your problems FD, how is your sister?

hi kal hun

dont know what to say. ive been a bad poster.

just felt so wretched.

when she got the news last may-around the time my postings became less she was told it was serious.
from july i went with her most day and they tried radiotherapy. shes been for a check last month after having had several operations but htey cant say yet -she has to go back in may again.

i got myself so down i just didnt want to do anything and work was getting me down and i just had enough. clinical depression is a strong term but it was a nasty depression that i cant describe. im slowly lifting out of it. i used to love posting regularly but then just couldnt be bothered-if that doesnt sound like it sounds !

im just so sorry guys. youve always been there for me and kal i hope youre medically ok now hun xx

I'm fine thanks, hope you and your sister are both back to full health soon.

thankyou x

got to go to work now post later xxx

Sorry to hear about your problems FD and I hope you and your sister are both well soon.

So sorry to hear about everything thats been going on. I really hope that this year is better for you. x

thanks guys-means a lot that you still acknowledge me after so long xx

starting work soon so will post tonight thankyou all xxxxxxxxxx

hope everyones well
bad day at work got the possibility of getting in a new team but because they have some additional features so i know they will be doing an enhanced crb check it hasnt been confirmed whether this includes a credit check. please something go right [:(][:(]

enhanced CRB won't include a credit check flumpy dog, I have a yearly enhanced as I teach and never had a problem to date. Good to see you again and sorry you and your sister had a rough time, hope this year is much better for you both. x

thanx hunny xx

just gotta get back on track somehow ... x

Hi honey

So sorry you have had just a ****e year, poor you. I still think about you from time to time. I had to have a police check also and nothing has come back re the bad debt.

Loads of love to your sister, I am sure she is as lovely as you, she is lucky to have you. I know its hard but keep that chin up. Clinical depression is a horrible place to be, no wonder really is it? How can you not go down with you you have had to put up with. We smile when we are happy, we sure as hell deserve to cry when we are sad.

Take care of yourself and give yourself a big hug from me

Love loads

both hubby and I have had enhanced CRB checks for work and volunteering since entering IVA and nothing came back. Hope all goes well.