Posted: Mon Jan 07, 2008 5:37 pm
Hello.I've been very positive for days now but the anxiety is creeping in again and the whole IVA feels too good to be true.I got a silly letter from Eversheds saying they get money 'from people like me...'but don't actually say who they bought the debt off.I will post it to CS.
I just feel that something is about to go wrong again. Logically I know it shouldn't as long as I stick to the plan/budget/don't break rules/tell my IP everything.
A friend said I would just have to budget now...like I didn't before. I feel that I'm excellent at it. I've been doing it for years. If I hadn't been so good at it I would have entered an IVA years ago. Instead, I was able to keep my head above water 'only just ' perhaps, but still managed to pay everything each month.Then of course I had to use more credit to live on.
We don't have a fantastic house with top of the range stuff inside and we don't eat out or even go out very much. We do enjoy our holidays and I'm determined my kids will not suffer because of me and silly mistakes.
Worried about the annual review now, even though I've only made two payments. What if they got it all wrong and double my fees...lots of thoughts like this.
I feel as thought I've come down very hard today. A collegue was telling me they have £71.00 'till payday left on the overdraft. Payday is the end of January. I felt guilty that I'm insolvant and yethave more than enough to manage till the next pay day.All my bills are paid for now. In many ways I have never been as well off finacially for years. This is why it feels to good to be true.
Thanks for listenig. Cat
I just feel that something is about to go wrong again. Logically I know it shouldn't as long as I stick to the plan/budget/don't break rules/tell my IP everything.
A friend said I would just have to budget now...like I didn't before. I feel that I'm excellent at it. I've been doing it for years. If I hadn't been so good at it I would have entered an IVA years ago. Instead, I was able to keep my head above water 'only just ' perhaps, but still managed to pay everything each month.Then of course I had to use more credit to live on.
We don't have a fantastic house with top of the range stuff inside and we don't eat out or even go out very much. We do enjoy our holidays and I'm determined my kids will not suffer because of me and silly mistakes.
Worried about the annual review now, even though I've only made two payments. What if they got it all wrong and double my fees...lots of thoughts like this.
I feel as thought I've come down very hard today. A collegue was telling me they have £71.00 'till payday left on the overdraft. Payday is the end of January. I felt guilty that I'm insolvant and yethave more than enough to manage till the next pay day.All my bills are paid for now. In many ways I have never been as well off finacially for years. This is why it feels to good to be true.
Thanks for listenig. Cat